Your Light Switch Is Your Vote by Shepard Fairey

Your Light Switch Is Your Vote by Shepard Fairey
Originally uploaded by Earth Hour Global

I believe in this...

Your Light Switch Is Your Vote by Shepard Fairey

WIll

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Originally uploaded by paper_sydney

I know sometimes in life our friends depart, and many friends stay and get the worst of times from you, But someone that al i do with is shay hi about 3 times a year with sent me this photo. I really wish i could pursue him. I think things wouldn't be easy but. Love is a valient thing. I don't know it's true end. I wish i did..

Will you're Cute , Hot, and you make a Great Priest!

Sydney+

p.s. It was Wills' Lovely Cousin whom made this beautiful edit.

WIll

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Originally uploaded by paper_sydney

So many feelings.. I have fights daily. i don't know if i will make it. But i must try. The feelings that Dani&Dani won't try to screw me over or up makes me feel better about the risk. I think when someone can't make a solid decision and at least not Raz you about the context they have denied you. They are worse than enemies . At least they guy who raped me was honest with himself. he wanted to have something, and nothing could stop him. I feel worse than dirty. I feel i've been designed to be dirty. HOW DARE THEY!!!!?

Forget about the fact you try to buy your daughters sence back. forget that this is the only place i could go. forget that it makes no sence we waited till things broke to even substantiate my conserns for repairs. In 8 years you've let your barn break, your finances bust, your family have hard times, and you're a prude about so-many things it'd make a catholic say hey! i think it's enough.

I love you mom, dad, but you make me suffer for your ill will.

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Graphitti IV

Graphitti IV
Originally uploaded by stinkiepinkie_1979

Some lovely woman in mind. Many a kind thought went into work i don't even have the will to produce. My family cripples me. and thinks it'll work. I'm not as stiff as horrible people we deal with on a day to day basis. I on the other hand have not spoken to anyone outside this house in 2 weeks. this is getting to me. Why can't i just get myself to the decision to leave. to go back to Boston.

A beautiful lady for a beautiful hope.

Graphitti IV

If it wasn't so hard I wouldn't feel like this.

Graphitti
Originally uploaded by Unh@ppyb@st@rd

Very obvious words. Though all you need to do is be in my family to know it's all sufferance. I see myself quite honestly infront of that train ... I sometimes wish it'd been my end.. being run over by a subway train... at least there'd be a light at the end of the tunnel. I need to get back to Boston.

If it wasn't so hard I wouldn't feel like this.

pain, death, and humanity as a rock

You'd think dreaming about death would insight some goth phase or need for help i was intending to seek help but as in all things intent doesn't enact a task under-way many people don't get help. I one of them set alone in the wasteland of our world. humanity the equivalent to rocks dotting the landscape. I can see my fight is not one with the people but with myself to not become a rock or more insignificant a pebble We all have our inner battles it seems that the freedom of mind over task is dragging us away from success. we wont win with this as the rocks we are. art is alive and music primed but all of my dreams are filled with dying. from the fight to the night my dreams are all unhelpful and undeserving. my hopes a very light moss on the ground being trampled. i owe myself the end;

the end of this blog entry

P.s. i am continuing to seek help.

pain, death, and humanity as a rock

A Johnathan I'll never meet

I HAVE THIS FEAR THAT IF I MEET SOMEONE I LIKE FROM TV . THAT THEY WILL DIE OR BE UNPOPULAR. THINGS ARE UNFOUNDED DON'T RULE MY WORLD, BUT MY WORLD NEEDS A BIT MORE DIVERSITY. THE THING ABOUT ME MEETING ALLOT OF GOVERNMENT PEOPLE IS KINDA TRUE. THEY WILL NEVER KNOW WHOM I AM SINCE; AS ALICE SAID IN "THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS".

~WHOM I AM I CAN NOT SAY FER YOU SEE I'VE CHANGED SO-MANY TIMES SINCE THIS MORNING.~

I AM EVER CHANGING, AND AT THE SAME TIME I'VE NEVER STOPPED BEING ME. SENSITIVE, IDEALISTIC, HAPPY, SMILING, DESTRUCTIVE, FREE, TRAPPED, DEPRESSED, METAPHORICAL ME.

"THINGS WILL CHANGE BUT NEVER I SAID THE ROCK. "

ALAS THE ROCK WAS WRONG. WEATHERING AND SONICS MULTIPLE MILLIONS OF THINGS WE MAKE NOT SO IMPORTANT CHIP MR. ROCK INTO THE DUST HE WILL BECOME SOME DAY. MANY OF MY FRIENDS NEVER REALIZED WHILE THEY CHANGE THEMSELVES THEY'RE STILL GOING TO BE THEM. WHATEVER NAME THEY USE: WHATEVER ADDITUDE THEY PORTRAY OR COMPANY THEY KEEP.

A Johnathan I'll never meet

a start none the less

I know i've had blogs before and never showed much interest in showing anyone anything special in them. I never had anything to fill them with. well NOW I do.

a start none the less