firstly I have to tell you I just found a dress that may fit! the wedding party is in august, but not many people are happy with a hot wedding.
My dreams are a mish-mosh of things i'm going through, and bad controlling things.
I fear that I'm fighting becoming a bridezilla without even having the money to zilla around. Last night I drempt I was showing off, and a bunch of people were trying to stop me from walking out of town down the railroad tracks, and they stopped me by knocking me out. I woke just in time to escape from them, and when I headed down the tracks I saw narrow gauge rails, and heard trolleys. This primarily comes from needing to make the parade float accurate, and I'm finding it hard to succeed even to the quality as last year.
I've come to realize that while the doll drivers, and the stuffed animals that surrounded them were signs of my happiness trying to be trilled back to life. I can't for the life of me find why I was running from my soon to be bro-in-law. and why I was also dreaming about taking care of a kid that wasn't mine.
I want to know why these things are so random, and yet feel like a world all their own. I have more of a life there sometimes than I have here in 1 month.
The wedding plans will be posted next. Ideas, and things I'm definitely able and happy to do.
