So many feelings.. I have fights daily. i don't know if i will make it. But i must try. The feelings that Dani&Dani won't try to screw me over or up makes me feel better about the risk. I think when someone can't make a solid decision and at least not Raz you about the context they have denied you. They are worse than enemies . At least they guy who raped me was honest with himself. he wanted to have something, and nothing could stop him. I feel worse than dirty. I feel i've been designed to be dirty. HOW DARE THEY!!!!?
Forget about the fact you try to buy your daughters sence back. forget that this is the only place i could go. forget that it makes no sence we waited till things broke to even substantiate my conserns for repairs. In 8 years you've let your barn break, your finances bust, your family have hard times, and you're a prude about so-many things it'd make a catholic say hey! i think it's enough.
I love you mom, dad, but you make me suffer for your ill will.
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