WIll

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Originally uploaded by paper_sydney

I know sometimes in life our friends depart, and many friends stay and get the worst of times from you, But someone that al i do with is shay hi about 3 times a year with sent me this photo. I really wish i could pursue him. I think things wouldn't be easy but. Love is a valient thing. I don't know it's true end. I wish i did..

Will you're Cute , Hot, and you make a Great Priest!

Sydney+

p.s. It was Wills' Lovely Cousin whom made this beautiful edit.

WIll

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Originally uploaded by paper_sydney

So many feelings.. I have fights daily. i don't know if i will make it. But i must try. The feelings that Dani&Dani won't try to screw me over or up makes me feel better about the risk. I think when someone can't make a solid decision and at least not Raz you about the context they have denied you. They are worse than enemies . At least they guy who raped me was honest with himself. he wanted to have something, and nothing could stop him. I feel worse than dirty. I feel i've been designed to be dirty. HOW DARE THEY!!!!?

Forget about the fact you try to buy your daughters sence back. forget that this is the only place i could go. forget that it makes no sence we waited till things broke to even substantiate my conserns for repairs. In 8 years you've let your barn break, your finances bust, your family have hard times, and you're a prude about so-many things it'd make a catholic say hey! i think it's enough.

I love you mom, dad, but you make me suffer for your ill will.

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Graphitti IV
Originally uploaded by stinkiepinkie_1979

Some lovely woman in mind. Many a kind thought went into work i don't even have the will to produce. My family cripples me. and thinks it'll work. I'm not as stiff as horrible people we deal with on a day to day basis. I on the other hand have not spoken to anyone outside this house in 2 weeks. this is getting to me. Why can't i just get myself to the decision to leave. to go back to Boston.

A beautiful lady for a beautiful hope.

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If it wasn't so hard I wouldn't feel like this.

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Originally uploaded by Unh@ppyb@st@rd

Very obvious words. Though all you need to do is be in my family to know it's all sufferance. I see myself quite honestly infront of that train ... I sometimes wish it'd been my end.. being run over by a subway train... at least there'd be a light at the end of the tunnel. I need to get back to Boston.

If it wasn't so hard I wouldn't feel like this.